I like to treat myself, too. I recently purchased Retro Arcade Machines. Now no one touches me. I'm immersed in the game world. I no longer live in your world)) I would advise you to do the same. You'll forget what boredom is in the evenings. And you'll remember your childhood. Remember how cool it was back then. When you didn't think about anything. When you didn't have to worry about anything. When everything was good. Even though everything was normal, because you were a kid, it felt like every day was better than the last.